We are the spark...
Random mini rant.
It never fails. The season changes, and I go into defensive mode. I’d like to say it’s by choice and that I try my best to control it…but I can’t. It’s like a reflex, cold weather equals cold heart. I can’t keep apologizing, simply because saying “sorry” so many times in a week does a number on my self confidence.
The cold weather doesn’t just bring on anger, it brings on clarity. It makes me think about the purpose of every person in my life and if it’s worth the effort or not. Each year about three people get removed from my line of stress. I guess this year it just hits a little closer than usual.
I just need to be able to realize when a relationship is toxic.
Sadly, the only people I have issues with are the people from my past. My Chicago friends rock, Reggies is rad, and I’m just ready to say peace to all the negativity.
"There's no need to shit talk or impress
'Cause honesty and emotion are not looked down upon
And every promise that's made and bragged
is meant if not kept
We'd do it all because we have to, not because we know why
Beyond a gender, race, and class,
we could find what really holds us back
Let's make everybody sing
That they are the beginning and ending of everything
That we all are stronger than everything they taught us that we should fear."
